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Hot Stuff! Anza-Borrego Desert, east of San Diego.

Hot Stuff! Anza-Borrego Desert, east of San Diego.

Quick Run in the California Desert

July 19, 2018 by Patti Daniels

I got it in my head this spring that I wanted to go for a run in the desert. Ninety minutes in the car, and I could have a huge number of trails to choose from across wild terrain. But a quick look at the forecast and I realized that, even in May, it was already too hot out there. Unless...

San Diego County begins at the ocean's edge, ripples east over canyons and foothills, dips into the flat heat trap of East County and then rises fast into the conifer forests of the mountains. Keep going down the far side of mountains and you will meet the massive Anza-Borrego Desert, where San Diego County yields to the furious temperatures and bizarre moonscape of Imperial County. Growing up in East County, I could reliably feel better about 100-degree summer days by looking at the temps east of me in Borrego Springs, easily 10-20 degrees hotter than our air conditioned suburb.

But by May, the daytime temps in Anza-Borrego were already hitting triple digits. To pull off a run out there, I'd need to hit the trail at dawn when the temperature would be hovering in the reasonable 80s, before launching its full assault on the day.

And so, camping!

I threw together equipment and a few gallons of water, and the hit the road mid-afternoon on a sunny day in the first week of May. The Anza-Borrego State Park visitors center told me when I pulled in around 5 p.m. that it was 105 degrees; the volunteers there told me little else. (Seriously, they were least helpful state park volunteers I've encountered, expressing surprise and doubt that anyone would want to visit there.)

Excellent state park facilities! Each site has its own shade pagoda.

Excellent state park facilities! Each site has its own shade pagoda.

I drove out to Tamarisk Grove Campground and discovered it was... empty. Finding the ranger station closed, I drove the loops of vacant campsites and wondered if I could brave staying here alone till I found a family of four happily camped in the center of the park. Their easy vibe was all the reassurance I needed, and I quickly pitched my tent, lit up the camp stove and studied the trail maps in the setting sun.

The trail I wanted to try is in the southeast corner of the park in an area called Fish Creek Wash. An ancient sea covered this arid, bleached landscape and when it receded, the water left a fossil record of what once was. Fish Creek (note: no creek exists here) runs through a geographic feature called Split Mountain, and that was my target for an out-and-back run that I could shorten or lengthen depending on the heat of the air, and the speed of my legs.

I was up before dawn, broke down my simple campsite by the light of a headlamp and scarfed a banana as I drove further east toward Split Mountain. The trailhead directions didn't exactly match the terrain, and after driving my tiny city-suitable car off-road roughly toward the trailhead, I decided to park and start running for fear of my tires getting stuck in the loose sand that covered the hardpack surface.

The sun rose fast and before I knew it, I was running in the full light of the morning on a wide, side-winding track tucked into awesome rock formations. Walls of rock created stretches of shade and plenty to gawk at as I followed the S-curves of a long-lost river bed. The footing was kind of terrible though (I had dismissed a note in a trail guide that recommended only running here after a winter rain, when the loose sand would firm up into a runnable surface) and it made the run a harder effort than I expected.

But so worth it!! The rock walls were fascinating: striated layers of sediment leaned and tilted in wild directions; some layers were solid, rust-colored rock and other layers were a jumbled mess of gravel and stones. Wind, water and time had scooped out pockets of rock from the walls, and in some places crevices opened into shallow caves. Cactus and shrub-filled islands of sand and rock pushed the trail around curves, and I was constantly getting a new view of the surrounding landscape. Openings between the rocky hills allowed in big gulps of blue sky. And underfoot, pebbly bleached sand formed a perfect track that left no worry about staying on trail.

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I wasn't looking at my mileage or the time when I decided to head back. The air was hot, but I had plenty of water in my race vest. What triggered my turn-around was a sudden, inexplicable change in my own mood. I had been cruising on the joy of having decided to do something inconvenient and undesirable to some people; I was full of appreciation for the solitude of the desert and simplicity of the elements.

Gah, snake!

Gah, snake!

And then for no reason I could discern, my thoughts became crowded: how far out from the main road was I; how hard would it be to reach help if I needed it; why hadn't I stuffed a first aid kit in my vest; and exactly how many rattlesnakes and scorpions could be lurking in the crevices of the rock walls surrounding me? Everyone tells you not to go adventuring alone.

I paused long enough to anesthetize these doubts: I took in the gorgeous terrain that surrounded me, had a logical chat with myself to recognize that I was, in that moment, totally safe and healthy, and then I turned and beat it back toward my car. 

In Travels With Charley: In Search Of America, John Steinbeck writes about the formidable desert just north of here: "The Mojave is a big desert and a frightening one. It’s as though nature tested a man for endurance and constancy to prove whether he was good enough to get to California." The bragging, nativist Californian in me has always loved those lines, and I appreciate them a bit more sincerely now.

So much movement and history in these rocks!

So much movement and history in these rocks!

[May 6-7, 2018: Anza Borrego State Park, California]

July 19, 2018 /Patti Daniels
travel, running, desert, Anza-Borrego, camping, california
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Yes, but where IS that, exactly?

Yes, but where IS that, exactly?

Six Months

February 10, 2018 by Patti Daniels

"I want to go Morocco!"

This was an idea that formed in my mind many months ago, almost without my fulling knowing it. The combination of Arabic, African and European cultures in one place; the inspiring lines and colors of its architecture; the proximity of mountains, ocean and desert; plus, incredible food. Heck, yes! Morocco!

What could possibly go wrong?

As I prepare to leave the comforts and familiarity of home (again), I'm revisited (again) by natural doubts. What if it's dangerous? What if I get lonely? What if it's more expensive than I planned for? What if I end up wandering pointlessly, not really learning or contributing anything, another Western dilettante at loose ends in the world? What if I can't pick up the language? Am I making the right choice? (As if there is only one "right choice" to make.)

I have been here before. I cannot think of a trip that I have taken in my entire life that didn't begin with this phase of anxiety at some level. And once my feet are on the ground, the fears are not realized and often seem laughable in retrospect. The momentum of the trip takes over and what was one amorphous uncertainty is replaced by the smells, sounds, sights and textures of being alive in the world.

This is hard to remember when you are an American in America. We are cosseted by oceans on both sides, and we huddle under a skeptical cloud that fears foreign places. We like to think this isn't true, but I assure you it is. Americans I have met have generally two emotional reactions to the idea of long-term international travel: 1) how exotic! or 2) oh my god, is that safe? Both of these are grounded in the idea that traveling in foreign countries is not normal, for better or worse. That throwing yourself into a unknown culture or language is risky, or weird at best. There is almost a physical embodiment of the idea, an extended arm pointing to and pushing away an unknown place that is far, far away.

But.

Spend an hour in a hostel in any city in the world, and you will see the United Nations sitting around the coffee table, casually trading stories and advice on the scores of places they've traveled through and might go to next. The entire world is moving and interacting, and Americans are staying home.

And so for the last six weeks that I've spent at home in San Diego and on the West Coast, I have reflexively fended off queries of safety and doubt from well intentioned people. I knew that my restless brain would find a way to manufacture its own worries, and I didn't need to take on the concerns of others, too. But after just a few weeks back in the US, I could feel myself surrendering to the prevailing attitude. The world is unsafe. Women shouldn't travel in Muslim countries. Are you sure this is a good idea?

To totally dismiss any concerns isn't reality-based. And I'm heading to West Africa with a clear head about respecting and comporting with local customs. But I can't help but cast a hard judgement on the reason behind these cautions: there is a sinister stereotype that dark-skinned people and Muslim people are dangerous. And I'm heading into a region that serves up a two-fer of supposed threats.

Intellectually, personally, I cannot allow myself to believe this mythology. I can't let it crowd my thoughts and insinuate itself into the more rational, casual worries of meeting the unfamiliar. And once this pre-departure spasm of emotion passes I know I'll remember what travel has always taught me: people everywhere are kind, and we have so much to learn from each other.

By quirk of timing, I am flying out of San Diego bound for Casablanca six months to the day that I got in my car and drove away from Vermont. That decision was a risk that has paid off with incredible experiences in the months since. But I'm letting myself have this moment of sentimental uncertainty, because it's underscored by what I know in my rational brain:

Heck yes, travel!

PS: Thank you to my mom for hosting me at "home" for the last several weeks. It's hard place to leave, and great place to come back to.

Thank you, mom!

Thank you, mom!

February 10, 2018 /Patti Daniels
ruminations, travel, morocco
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This coast just doesn't quit.

This coast just doesn't quit.

West Coast, Best Coast

February 08, 2018 by Patti Daniels

Growing up in California, I had a specifically spatial concept of cardinal directions. West wasn't so much a point on a compass but rather, West was were the ocean stretched to the horizon. When I lived in Maine, this unassailable sense of place tripped me up constantly. I had to really focus to remember that East Coast was an actual coast, on an actual though far inferior ocean. In Vermont, I could at least rely on Lake Champlain defining the state's western border; west is water, even if that water is sadly lacking in waves, salt and the demonstration of infinity.

This mentality of West Coastness is still so ingrained in me that in the cortex of my reptilian brain, I am subconsciously reassured that whatever weird places people are putting their oceans in other parts of the globe, California got it correct. Everything is normal in California.

So when I first encountered Oregonians and Washingtonians years ago, I didn't even realize my inherent bias. As far as I was concerned, the Pacific was California's ocean, and we were generous to let those other states park themselves near it. I was shocked to discover that people from Oregon and Washington didn't take too kindly to my Californiacentrism, which was reinforced without subtly when I tried to pump my own gas in Oregon.

Fast-forward to January 2018: I got my little car with Vermont license plates out of storage in the Pacific Northwest and road tripped down the entire West Coast from Seattle to San Diego. The new layer of geography personification was that I imagined that Vermont plate created instant goodwill around me. Who doesn't love Vermont?! And at the very least, it papered over my California roots. If I did something stupid, they wouldn't immediately curse the entire behemoth state to the south.

Two themes of my road trip emerged: 1) reconnecting with friends and family, and 2) camping and quality time in nature. I made fast tracks all the way south, but even without time to linger the days were filled with stunning sights and fantastic reunions.

WASHINGTON

 Who parks a Lime Bike way out at the end of a deserted peninsula in a rainstorm? Seriously, who does that?

Who parks a Lime Bike way out at the end of a deserted peninsula in a rainstorm? Seriously, who does that?

 Very cool floating pathway that wiggles across water and scraggly bits of exposed land from Foster Point to East Montlake, Seattle.

Very cool floating pathway that wiggles across water and scraggly bits of exposed land from Foster Point to East Montlake, Seattle.

 And here at the University of Washington Boathouse and Montlake Cut, I could only think about The Boys In The Boat.

And here at the University of Washington Boathouse and Montlake Cut, I could only think about The Boys In The Boat.

 Huge puddles and slippery footing all the way through the Arboretum.

Huge puddles and slippery footing all the way through the Arboretum.

 Who parks a Lime Bike way out at the end of a deserted peninsula in a rainstorm? Seriously, who does that?  Very cool floating pathway that wiggles across water and scraggly bits of exposed land from Foster Point to East Montlake, Seattle.  And here at the University of Washington Boathouse and Montlake Cut, I could only think about The Boys In The Boat.  Huge puddles and slippery footing all the way through the Arboretum.

 

OREGON

 Witch's Castle, Forest Park, Portland. If I lived here, I would run in this park forever.

Witch's Castle, Forest Park, Portland. If I lived here, I would run in this park forever.

 I came *this close* to putting Lila the Cat in the tote bag and whisking her away on my road trip. What a sweetheart!

I came *this close* to putting Lila the Cat in the tote bag and whisking her away on my road trip. What a sweetheart!

 Vancouver, Washington. Not having any of it.

Vancouver, Washington. Not having any of it.

 Star Trees in Salem, on the north edge of the Willamette University campus. Big time high school nostalgia here.

Star Trees in Salem, on the north edge of the Willamette University campus. Big time high school nostalgia here.

 Lo, the only state capitol I saw on this trip. Not so much interested in architecture, are we Oregon?

Lo, the only state capitol I saw on this trip. Not so much interested in architecture, are we Oregon?

 Hayward Field pilgrimage. (University of Oregon campus, Eugene.)

Hayward Field pilgrimage. (University of Oregon campus, Eugene.)

 Stop Pre. (Coos Bay.)

Stop Pre. (Coos Bay.)

 Native Oregonians.

Native Oregonians.

 Ok, it's pretty hard to deny that Oregon's coast is also pretty fantastic.

Ok, it's pretty hard to deny that Oregon's coast is also pretty fantastic.

 Witch's Castle, Forest Park, Portland. If I lived here, I would run in this park forever.  I came *this close* to putting Lila the Cat in the tote bag and whisking her away on my road trip. What a sweetheart!  Vancouver, Washington. Not having any of it.  Star Trees in Salem, on the north edge of the Willamette University campus. Big time high school nostalgia here.  Lo, the only state capitol I saw on this trip. Not so much interested in architecture, are we Oregon?  Hayward Field pilgrimage. (University of Oregon campus, Eugene.)  Stop Pre. (Coos Bay.)  Native Oregonians.  Ok, it's pretty hard to deny that Oregon's coast is also pretty fantastic.

CALIFORNIA

Humboldt Redwoods State Park
Humboldt Redwoods State Park

Trail run in the Rockefeller grove turned into endless gawking at old growth forest.

Humboldt Redwoods State Park
Humboldt Redwoods State Park

These trees are not small.

Humboldt Redwoods State Park
Humboldt Redwoods State Park

Mini Cooper! With big trees!

Marin Headlands
Marin Headlands

My first return since attempting the North Face 50 miler. The hike this time was significantly easier....

San Francisco
San Francisco

California Street!

San Francisco
San Francisco

Incredible view, just before the sun dipped below the horizon.

San Francisco
San Francisco
Santa Cruz
Santa Cruz

New Brighton State Park. I hadn't planned for s'mores but the campground host gave me free firewood, and another camper gave me matches and it was like the universe was telling me something.

Big Sur
Big Sur

This funky promontory is home to a historic lighthouse, an rock jutting out from the coast, with red shaggy cows grazing in the meadow. I pulled over to to gawp at the sight of it, and decided in less than 45 seconds that I need to find a way to live at that lighthouse for a few months.

Big Sur
Big Sur

Cows! I haven't seen cows in so long!

Big Sur
Big Sur

You gotta be kidding me. Nearby a sign read, "Next gas: 40 miles."

Big Sur
Big Sur

This red arrow points to two campsites on a cliff overlooking McWay Falls, part of at Julia Pfeiffer Burns State Park. Major hat tip to my friend Walter who told me about this!

Big Sur
Big Sur

View from my campsite at Julia Pfeiffer Burns State Park.

Big Sur
Big Sur

Notoriously, capturing distant images at night is not easy on a iPhone. But this near full moon was so crazy intense, it almost shows up in this picture!

Salinas
Salinas

The woman who sold me an entrance ticket at the John Steinbeck National Center asked, "Is it your first visit here?" "No," I said. "It's more like visiting an old friend." (This particular mannequin of Steinbeck in the gift shop isn't his best look.)

Central Coast
Central Coast

Morro Bay! I had heard this name and seen it on a map, but didn't know what to expect. So pretty!

Central Coast
Central Coast

Another spectacular California sunset. This one was followed nine hours later by a lunar eclipse, with the full moon hanging high in the western sky above the ocean. All night it was so, so bright that it seemed like the lights were on outside my tent. And then in the hours between 3:00-5:00 a.m. the sky went dark and the moon faded and turned red.

Central Coast
Central Coast

Morro Rock at Morro Bay. (I have conveniently cropped out the power plant just to the left of this scene....)

Central Coast.
Central Coast.

San Luis Obispo's bubblegum wall. Huh.

Central Coast
Central Coast

Tidepools in Goleta, Coal Oil Point. Anenomes everywhere!

Central Coast
Central Coast

A high school science class was there too, and found these "sea hairs." (I would call them enormous slugs, but tomato-tomahto.)

Central Coast
Central Coast

Anenomes out of water, all closed up and waiting for the tide to rescue them.

Central Coast
Central Coast

Evening run in Isla Vista: I noticed these orange trees and lavender shrubs are growing in the sidewalk beauty strip. How cool is that?!

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REUNIONS!

Portland
Portland

One the funniest people I know, Bill Beadie.

Larkspur
Larkspur

Heidi and Robin, friends from Vermont, treated me to 16 scoops of weird ice cream, including olive tapenade. Curiously good!

San Francisco
San Francisco

Lisa, friend from Antarctica and many adventures since. Inspiring athlete, clear-thinking sorter of priorities, genuinely good person and general badass.

Goleta
Goleta

Cousins! Jami and her mom Penny are the closest connection I have to the large, festive brood that I think of as "the Santa Barbara cousins." When I got in Jami's car, she asked, "What has been, 30 years?" Pretty close, I hadn't seen them in about 25 years and it was awesome to catch up.

Goleta
Goleta

Fun two-degrees of separation: my cousin Jami knows my high school friend Yael through their kids' sports teams. I hadn't seen Yael since... 1992??? So fun to share brunch and JSA memories.

Washington, D.C.
Washington, D.C.

1992, Yael and me at Junior State summer school at Georgetown. (Don't be jealous of the hat.)

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February 08, 2018 /Patti Daniels
travel, california, oregon, washington, portland, seattle, central coast, santa barbara, road trip, mini, big sur
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